Hey you, yes you. You're ugly,
don't come near me, stay away from me.
Every word that they say, it hurts me,
they've no idea what they do when they judge me.
Nobody likes you, nobody will love you.
You're hideous, how can anyone ever trust you?
Words I have heard every day of my life,
and it was worser than me just getting cussed too.
I have lived every day of my life feeling alone,
being alone, crying alone, it's all I've ever known.
This world is cruel and the truth is nobody cares,
that's why I don't go out, that's why I stay home.
No one understands what it's like to be me,
living in a reality where no one wants to see me.
No friends to comfort, a family that pays no attention,
and it's so bad that even my shadow wants to be free.
I don't have a comforting hand to catch my tears,
instead I drown in them and I drown in my fears.
I dream of a friend, and I wish they could be here,
but it will only be a dream and it will never be real.
What's the point of living, what's the point in trying,
nobody will be there on the day that I'm dying.
If my shadow can leave me, then nobody needs me,
false hopes fluctuate through my breaths when I'm sighing.
I sent a letter to death now I'm waiting for an answer,
It's time put it all to rest now, my soul is terminal like cancer.
My heartbeat is dead, my mind has left, my soul is gone,
I'm just waiting for death's knock on my door
but it honestly couldn't come any faster.