I never imagined my world to crumble and fall,
I never thought that I would hear the whispers of death's call.
A barren soul bereft of it's life; an eternal void,
All feeling is lost in every artery; numbness and dying voice.
I've reached the point of no return; I've lost myself,
I don't know the truth anymore; when will the ice melt?
I feel the shadows crawl across the walls of my heart,
And taunt me ever so when I sit alone in the dark.
I question my mind; but answers aren't to be found,
I feel blind; I feel deaf; no sight and no sound.
I don't know who I am anymore; I've lost my identity,
It doesn't matter who tells me who I'm meant to be.
This feeling that is killing me is indescribable,
I have no words that I can write; it is indefinable.
A solitude away from reality; away from time and space,
A solitude that festers inside corrupting every trace.
If you took my heart; tell me could you feel my pain,
Could you look inside and find the once burning flame?
If you took my heart; will you finally understand,
Why I gave my life up and rejected another chance..