Monday, 21 April 2014

Always a moment

Always a moment to ponder; always a second to think,
Always a minute to answer but never a regret to sin.
Our hearts are bombarded with pain; never a smile;
Our eyes are always leaking tears; never a glimmer in a while.
Like the harvesting of the glorious blue skies above,
And the fair maiden running with tears from cries of love.
Every glance is a beauty; Every glance is a serene scene,
The kind that are usually seen in beautiful dreams.
Our lives have purpose; no we are not worthless,
Everything that we do has an end; eventually all worth it.
We use our minds never our hearts to decide,
The reason unknown for when our hearts divide.
The dormant mixture of emotions that tend to reside,
Suppressing everything deep down; everything inside.
No difference between truth or lie; this is life;
No difference between you or I; except in sight.
No difference between friends or enemies; except in eyes,
No difference between trends or melodies; except in signs
This is what we live for; resolving the mysteries,
Unravelling the truth and exposing the histories.
An ecstasy of parallel emotions that are lifting me,
Or cornered in my mind's prison and my heart won't visit me.
I don't care what people think of me; cause this is me,
And the more that they do It will just be my victory.

Sunday, 6 April 2014

My feelings

Millions of questions and thoughts flying in my mind,
Why do I love you; Why do I think of you all the time?
There are a million stars; there are millions of people,
It could have been anyone but it's you; why is love so evil?
You sit there unaware of the fact of how much I care,
And sometimes you think of me when I'm sometimes not there.
Yet you still don't know how I feel; yes my princess it's real,
I would fly to the moon and back just  to prove my zeal.
You are the core of my heart; the centre to my affections,
You are the reason I smile in the dark; the presenter of perfection.
No matter how much I miss you; you don't and thats the issue,
And I constantly have this feeling that I just want to kiss you.
I want to hold you in my arms; and protect you from all harm,
And coerce you with my beautiful words and sensitive charm.
I want to call you mine; and be with you till the end of time,
Cause you are forever my light that I see in my mind.
So here are a  few words; for the one who is my world,
All the money in the world couldn't value your worth.
Cause you aren't just a girl; you're precious like a pearl,
And the fact you don't feel the same is what really hurts.
I just wanna be your prince; or maybe your king,
For you I would even sing; and absolutely anything.
I just want us to be a team; but it's all just a dream,
Cause in reality magic just isn't what it seems.
So while I finish writing and contain all of my feelings;
I hope you read it; and eventually believe it,
When I say those three words; When I find the strength,
I love you and I hope one day we will be more than friends.

Saturday, 5 April 2014

Falling In Love - Non Poetic Entry


What is love?

Now this was a question that remains to be answered. Throughout our entire lives we are bound to fall in love; whether we realize it or not is an entirely different question. Love is something we all experience, even myself. A good friend of mine has suggested I posted an entry on it and talk about it's every aspect so this is what this post is for. 

To some, Love is just a word; To many it is a feeling and To most It is a lifestyle. Love controls our thoughts; our actions and the way we are without our consciousness. Love is the reason why we do things we never imagine we would do, the reason why we would go to such extreme lengths for that one person. The reason why we would openly and willing face embarrassment when any other reason would just be thrown in the bin. 

Love is something we cherish, yet It can be something that hurts us. Love is something we want but also something we end up hating. Love is something we always think about yet sometimes our biggest regret. Love can be harmony and serenity but also in it's alternative state a pain unbearable; indescribable and  far worse than the physical pains we endure. 

We use the term "Fall in Love", because it is unexpected just like when we trip and fall; It is unintentional.
Love always happens when we don't know it and in most occasions we refuse to accept it. Now I'm speaking from a males perspective of course, but most of it can be applied to a females perspective too.

Love has no questions. Love has no answers. Love has no when, why or how. It's presence is just there. It will force itself on the host. A person can fall in love even without visually seeing the person or meeting the person. I know this because I am in love. And it definitely is love, because no word I can find in the dictionary has the ability to describe these emotions. No word to describe why my mind is in constant thought of her, why I miss her so much, why I just want to talk to her so badly. I want to tell her exactly how I feel about her but it is cause of that same love I'm afraid. This is what love does. It can sometimes be a game, and we get stuck and we don't know how to make the next move. I'm in a good place right now, and I don't want to ruin that for the world. I'm afraid If I reveal my true feelings this will ruin everything I have right now with her, that beautiful friendship. She is the reason I smile everyday, and I can't go a single day without talking to her; and if by any chance per say that friendship was ruined by my own feelings I could not say what I would do or how I would feel not having her presence in my life. 

Maybe she will read this; Maybe she won't. But this is something we all share and we all like to talk about sometimes. Love is the reason we live sometimes; but love is also the reason for hate. Love and Hatred cannot exist without the other. So yes, not everything about love is promising or absolute heavenly. 
Love is equally as painful as it is to feel in heaven and bestowed with joy and happiness.

If one day, dear reader, you fall in love... May it be the the one true love you desire.


Friday, 4 April 2014

Should I say?

Laying in my bed; thinking of something to say,
I just want to talk to her without driving her away.
Should I say Hi; Hello or should I let pass another day,
Maybe she'll miss me; no it doesn't work that way.
How do I start the conversation letting her know,
That I miss her more than the way I tend to show.
No; Just No; No more indulging in these feelings,
I promised myself that I would just leave it.
The way she makes me smile gives my life a new meaning,
And every reason to keep on believing.
I lose words when I speak to her,
I lose worth when I reach to her.
But she's always on my mind; like what is she doing,
I hope she's smiling; have a good day I'll leave you to it'
The stars are beautiful but not like her,
The moon is beautiful but not like her.
Even the heavens and galaxies; and the many things we dream of,
All so beautiful but just not like her.
I love having her in my life; every second of it,
But it's just telling her the hard part; and my confidence keeps lessening.
I love her smile; and the way she speaks;
Her accent; her voice; and how she's so sweet.
Gentle like the birds; graceful like the angels,
And she became everything to me when once she was a stranger.
She has a beautiful name; indeed the portugese perfection
I have a feeling that meeting her was just the dreams inception.
Now I'm lost for words; She isn't just a girl,
From nobody to somebody to my whole world.