Wednesday, 18 December 2013

Screaming Soul

Silence of a dying heart; frightened cause of the crying stars,
Screams of extinguished plights; No strength left to keep fighting dark.

The poison of the world injected into our veins,
Infects our souls to the core of our being.
The whispers of the words disected into our pains,
And we can't endure any of the things that we're feeling.

Aparitions of the past haunt and taunt; shadowing the walls,
Our futures hiding away allowing our present to engulf; narrowing the calls.
Sights of a prosperous life now become dying hope,
Our hearts bleeding because of our crying souls.

The world forcing us to our knees; we pray - Oh lord save us,
Blind to see the truth , 
led astray by the mind 
denying those who embrace us.

Taking our spoils of war by a firm grasp,
yet winning nothing but the soils of emptiness.
Why do we fight when victory does not last,
And nothing can contain plight or lift this heaviness.

My heart cries; bleeds the pain it cannot bare,
Screaming it's loneliness just wanting someone to care.
Dying; crying and trying; tired of the fakes constantly lying,
Hoping and dreaming for someone to set free a soul smiling.

Sunday, 15 December 2013

All I'll ever be...

From the moment I saw you thats when I knew,
That I was in love with an angel; yes that's you.
I told you how I felt that very same moment I learned,
And though it seemed like a surprise you ignored the truth.

Following the days releasing love you said I was just a friend,
A cover in the shadow ; nothing more than a comrade in the end.
Days fly past yet my heart didn't want to give up on you,
Telling myself I can think I can forget but I just can't pretend.

My feelings were the reasons I kept on breathing,
And even I wanted to find a purpose and every possible meaning,
To why I can't stop loving you the way that I do,
But now I realise that the only possible answer is leaving.

I can't go on anymore with false hopes and dreams,
The thoughts and desires that mix; the meaningless smiles in my sleep.
You don't understand and you never will understand my love,
Because for you it's nothing but for me it's everything what life seems.

I was just a best friend; someone you needed when you cried,
I'm sorry I can't do it; I can't move on even  though I've tried.
I can't love you like this and then be just a friend,
You can only really understand if you actually looked into my eyes.

Everytime I see you my heart skips a beat or two,
My blood starts pumping and I lose my breath too.
I can't be the same guy you expect to be there,
Though I do care; my love for you will be the cause of my death soon.

Forever hoping and dreaming that one day things will change,
They say you have to face every obstacle and every pain,
To find a new day; a blue day and a new end,
That maybe I could be something more and not just a friend.


Friday, 13 December 2013

What is and What was

Reminissing the days when mornings were bliss and blue,
Believing the beauty of the stars so fixed and true.
Remembering the times when pindrops could be heard,
And the science of poetry was more than just trying to rhyme words.
Memories of old when the nights were silent,
When there were no news of spreading violence.
The days where we could live happily instead of frightened,
When sending signals was just morse code dashes and hyphens.
Melodies of the past can still be recognised in our minds,
Things that will never leave because we were ignorant and blind.
Remembering the days when there was no hate,
Just love for all; regardless of colour; religion or race.
Trying to remember what was to what is can be very hard,
Because thats a past never to be found again in our hearts.
Like the brightness of the stars or the quiet of the dark,
Trying to fix something again that has been torn and broken apart.
Regrets and remorse fill our emotions like never before,
Wishing we hadn't felt this or had to see the things we saw.
Wishing tomorrow would be a better day; a brighter day,
That destinies could be changed and we would have a finer fate.
No more wars; no more injustice; just peace and love in this world,
A day where we stand together even just by words.