Thursday, 3 January 2013

Forbidden Love

Once upon a time; the start to any story,
but then reading that you will know its going to be boring.
So let me start with there was a naive boy in love;
keeping you interested for at-least the next fourty.
It was a normal meeting; the usual love cliche,
boy meets girl and falls in love with what she says.
but she loved another but he didn't care about what he says;
and she told him that it was nothing but a weak phase.
Time passed and she went through hell every week;
 Arguments and fights every time she and her boyfriend would speak.
The boy was there for her because he said that he would be,
hiding his feelings wishing she would know every time he could be.
Through every day that passed watching her love another;
Thinking to himself if it was possible to love any other;
he tried to move on he tried to find someone else;
but he failed and in pain cried to his mother.
Almost a year had passed and news had reached of their break;
Eager to convince her that he was right for her;
His feelings had overwhelmed him and he didn't know what to say.
All he could do was sit alone and think about her every day;
dreaming that she would love him like he loved her;
but then to the cold truths he would wake.
it seemed like she would never love him because of her past;
it was too hard to move on after being shattered like glass.
Hard to love again and moving on seemed too fast;
He was crying inside for her love knowing it would last.
She doesn't know how he really feels;
sometimes she doubts if his love is even real.
She doesn't believe him until the moment he reveals,
and proves to her that his ultimate love is real.
He sits at night on the phone to her talking normally,
like their was no connection; conversing ordinarily.
He wants to tell her that he loves her more than she knows;
that he is right for her but he can't say it formally.
Instead he stays hurting listening to her talk about her history;
hurting that he can't be the one and she stays in misery.
He can't love her the way he wants to,
maybe he should give up because it seems like he will never gain his victory.
She said she needs time; that she is still hurt,
living on a false hope; He seems to have learnt,
the realities of forbidden love and the way it burns,
That there really is no return when you pass the point of no return
Living his life in love with the same girl in time;
a heart regretful; and her smile always on his mind.
Deep in thought trying to understand that love is blind;
but his eyes were fully open when he loved her eyes.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet 

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