My heart suffers ever so silently,
No words to say, but the feelings seem to thrash ever so violently.
My facial expression as blank as seeing a nightmare,
No smile, no glint in my eyes, not even a slight care.
No more concern on things that i once loved,
No more worrying about the people i wanted to hug.
I don't have a heart no more so i cant show that expression,
No more happiness, just a permanent depression, bring a mirror so i can see my reflection.
This miserable disease plaguing my heart like an incurable infection,
Somebody please cure me, I'm willing to take any injection.
i want to smile again, to be able to feel joy,
I don't want to be a zombie, i want to be a young boy,
That young boy i once was who never let anything get him down.
Now its like he wants to drown, the things he faces in his home town.
Its me, as i stare vaguely in the mirror showing the havoc.
But the shattered mirror shows a smile, did i really have it?
I have truly fallen, will somebody lift me,
To travel life again i really need somebody with me.
© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet