Thursday, 4 October 2012

I wish

I wish in my heart, that true peace can be found.
I wish from afar, that a harmonious ease could be sound.
The gentle nature of the swaying trees, tall and proud.
Woe to a dreamy bliss that shall never be found.
As i lie in my cold bed, not a smile just a frown.
Pushing my emotions to my limits , my tears keep me drowned.
Feeling every pain possible in my small fragile heart,
allowing myself to be pushed down.
Im so close to home yet feel so far apart,
This misery could force me to bleed my eyes out.
I want to write everything I hear in my head,
I want to write everything I feel inside.
Silence is the symbol for the cries of the dead,
This misery is the cause to everything, everything inspired.
As i listen to the canon in my lonely state,
Accepting what my life is now and my only fate.
Oh death if only you could find me now,
Down on my knees because my life is folding late.
I don't have a talent for poetry, its only words i create,
In a way that makes sense to me, and how i retrace,
My feelings that constantly mix in my soft broken heart,
wishing only now that certain things could be replaced.
As my tears drop one by one, word by word,
I can hear my lonely heart screaming in its endless agony,
Death take me now its a really cruel world,
I never lived happily i never had the perfect family,
And i never once held the heart of the most perfect girl,
Life is reality, not a dream or a fantasy.
Its happinesses just fade while the pain will last in the world.
One day maybe someone will read this and think,
Maybe there is hope somewhere out there.
I know I'm not the only one that's suffering; I wish I could sing,
Because for everyone that has a bad fate I cry because I care.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

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