Monday, 29 October 2012

A life unreal

Dream a blissful harmony like the heavenly aurora with harps playing,
A glow to every sight and in arms reach; as if the stars were straying.
A paradise in thought;a world illusioned with our very desires,
Paralyzed and paused; a duo of words intrusion to the minds fire.
Can we hear the melody of the harps; the angels rhythm,
Is it possible to remedy the hearts; and escape the strangers prism?
Wishing for a life unreal, living in a hell engulfed world.
Pitting the strife with some steel; some self indulged words.
Does the night sky waver in its clouded darkness?
Does the light sky favor in its enshrouded glow?
Do we fail to realize our emotions living with the heartless,
A life uncertain; is this something we will ever know?
Questions avalanche us as we are buried deep in riddles unsolved;
Death constantly looking for our souls; is it really time to go?
Can we find freedom in the whispers of the winds,
Can we find an answer in the morning when a new day begins?
Can we rely on hope the one thing that remains till the end,
Or can we wait till judgement till the darkness doth descend.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Saturday, 27 October 2012


What is love when hearts are departed?
What is the night sky when the stars are parted?
What is light to the dark hearted?
What is happiness when misery has started?
Questions engulf our minds like the sea on beaches,
Unsolved puzzles like jigsaws with missing pieces.
Trying to figure out life with the rest of our reasons,
Complexity like trying to remember our lives as fetuses.
Darkness and light blended to make a new shade,
Realization dawns upon us as we find that truth fades,
A blue glade, like the samurai that views blades.
The roses that wilt away to grey, the winter that freezes us away to our face.
An untimely death that grasps us leaving not a single trace,
Do we torment our minds questioning what is time and space?
Nights and pain, lights and fame, skies and names; eyes that feign.
A new start a new riddle to these existences that we are living,
A new heart a new drizzle; rain that pours down into the rivers.
Do you feel my words, do you understand my grief?
My worries concerning the world whilst people sigh relief.
Leaders hoarding gems and pearls while we sit here with high belief;
Trusting their deception oh how our blind eyes deceive.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Monday, 22 October 2012

Two Loves

Love can be many things to many people,
A symbol of unity and even a deadly evil.
It can cure hearts or it can simply break hearts,
Bringing lovers together or distancing them apart.
In one world it is a miracle that we feel from within,
A happiness we thought not real; never existing.
A feeling overwhelming, a feeling that makes us,
Like a fire from the ashes the passion constantly blazes.
Love is like a fragrance that lasts for a really long time,
Smells sweet and lingers in the fragile hearts of youth.
Sitting by themselves with thoughts of their lovers in mind,
But is this really love? Is this the truth?
In the next world love is a cruel fantasy,
A dream leading astray from our realities.
Giving our minds pressure destroying our mentalities,
Crushing our fragile hearts so fatally, it's something that's banned to me.
A deadly poison flowing through the veins of the victims,
Projecting insecurities on those around them it still waits to sink in,
When we feel the pain of love we will all stop singing,
And stay in our rooms crying and thinking,
That we were fools to fall in the disease called love,
As if it were a blessing from the clouds above.
Love can be so many things, a poison to the soul,
Or a remedy to the heart.
A regret for when we grow old or a melody of the stars.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Sweet Melody

A quiet melody that i hear in my mind,
indulges it's sweetness in soul and heart.
Listening to it's harmony slows down time,
And in slumber seems like i fly with the stars.
It's magic causes my tears to flow from my eyes,
Refreshing the light giving me a new start.
As i close my eyes paying attention to the sweet melody,
Dreams picture in my mind portraying my deepest wishes.
The darkness no longer haunts me because of this real remedy,
Like the surrenity of the ocean, deep within the swimming fishes.
The rhythm of life is shown to me in ny eternal dream,
My heart wishes that these images do not end.
That the melody should keep playing keeping life clean and pristine.
If happily ever after really exists then only in our sleep,
If the magic of smiles are real the only the soul can see.
A paradise like feeling is always felt when this melody is heard,
Close your eyes and look for it; and fly like a graceful bird.

Sunday, 21 October 2012

Real World

A life so peaceful and quaint; trees swaying with the winds.
The sun shining on us as we wake; the birds chirp as the new day begins.
A harmonious atmosphere as nature is showing us true beauty,
the tranquility of this life seems to flow right through me.
The clear blue skies and the floating clouds that pass,
The bumblebees that fly past as we lay on the grass.
A beautiful life indeed, we are in need, but this is just a dream.
If we really wake up we will see a different picture, a horrible scene.
Violence in every direction; agonizing screams is all we hear.
No peace just darkness, a life we can only live in fear.
People dying, children crying; our leaders lying,
Media brainwashing and twisting the real truth.
Only the intelligent people would know why the planes are flying,
But what would a perfect world really mean to you?
Feel my soul, breathe the air that i am breathing.
Feel my hope, feel the things that i am feeling.
Your life will change and now have a whole new meaning,
The pain that i feel;  internally bleeding.
Grasping on to little hope like the ends of a rope,
Holding on to life scared to fall in the abyss.
Life will never be a bliss, i hope the readers feel my grief as they are reading this.
Maybe you share my view, maybe you see life in another way.
Maybe we both see the truth, we should really see what others say.
Life was a blessing, which mankind threw into darkness;
A world which we live in ruled by those who are heartless.
I just sit here neglecting my thoughts and concentrate on my feelings,
After all its my emotions that give my life any meaning.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Pleading Hope

I want to write whatever it is that's going on in my heart,
But even i can't understand the conflicts of my feelings.
Life is how we perceive it so i decided to make a start,
But what my heart has seen i can't understand the meaning.
It's oblivious to me; like a new language being spoken,
Like a new subject being studied from scratch.
Failing to live my way my mind is now broken,
Trying to understand my heart is just another patch.
My heart isn't made out of glass but it still shatters,
It cracks and breaks like any fragile bone of our body.
Looking at the sky now i think does anything really matter,
I don't live regretfully and i definitely am not sorry.
If happily ever after existed would this world be diverse,
If peace was a potential aspect where would we be?
We all will die; one day someone will be driving my hearse,
And if i never had my heart i would never be me.
Show me the truth, the way you see it.
Show me your visions, give life a new meaning.
Show me what this world can be, if we can free it?
Internally bleeding, Externally breathing,
I had hope but it's now on it's knees eternally pleading.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Friday, 19 October 2012

Night Sky

Sitting by the window staring at the lonely night sky,
Looking to the heavens to show me a bright light,
Looking for peace in the stars and the moon,
Looking for peace above that may descend soon.
But i struggle in my heart to believe that truth,
The violence of the world will never
prove anything true.
As i look to the night sky, wishing for a nice life,
With the hope that i could fly high, and maybe find a physical miracle with my eyes.
Dreams capture us in thoughts we desire,
Our hearts believe these fantasies but they burn like fire,
Chasing an illusion; something we can never touch,
So why do we insist to reach so much?
Looking at the night sky i realize, with my real eyes that we only ever believed in real lies.
We will never reach a point where we could feel nice, it's time to grasp our feared lives.
Sit with me and see what i see in the night sky,
Hope still remains in my heart showing me a bright light.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

From Ashes To A New Flame...

Cold; barren as the plains stay dead,
Dry of all life as the tumbleweed rolls by.
A scorching sun spreading its light on an empty bed,
All but lost but a glimmer of hope remains which holds light.
Take this by its reigns and create a new world,
Refresh the harmony that once existed in life.
Attain from this earth its treasures diamonds and pearls,
Wealth and health, destroy the old strife.
From the ashes make a new flame, from the broken glasses create a new window.
When everything was dead we finally understood true pain,
The meaning of life is nothing but a fused syndrome.
Broken hearts can be mended but broken souls are diminished,
But the light that has descended, life is replenished, gold is infinite.
From the barren lands create a new world a new name,
From the old grey ashes create new flames 

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Dedicated to my biggest Support

To @JillianRJordan

For your amazing support

A model of beauty a model of glamour,
A supporting figure who has always been at my poetic side,
Words do not do justice due to my low level grammer.
With golden flocks of hair, and beautiful heavenly eyes.

A singer to be, a star yet to be found.
A person to know, a person to befriend;
A beautiful figure with a beautiful sound,
Alone i cannot progress; on her do i depend.
And her name will i always defend.

Eyes of gems of paradise, golden hair like a heavenly slide.
A support for when im paralysed, she's given me a second in life.
I am proud to have found her and have her as a friend,
Her support is more valueble than what can be found on this earth.
Behold; the angel that did from heaven transcend,
May she live a golden life with diamonds and pearls

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Realize, Real Lies, Real Eyes

Deep lingering thoughts whilst watching the clouds part away,
Questioning life puzzle as something seems to haunt me so.
Could these doubts one day lead my shattered heart astray,
as my life crumbles death seems to taunt me so.
Eternal contemplation, Infinite Reflection,
With Internal Concentration, An Insolent Rejection.
Time sometimes friend, sometimes an enemy,
Throwing obstacles at me for me to tackle;  testing me.
Ease through life befriending it, peace like the end melody.
Our hearts can find the answer,
But we never look to using it.
We think we can work alone; quicker and faster,
But you neglect it which is why love abuses it.
Pain is felt in the heart not the mind,
Our arrogance to not show it is making us blind.
Intelligence may be a factor but you can never slow down time,
Make a mistake and you shall regret no mercy for the person with real eyes, who found it too late to realize, that the things he's been seeing were real lies.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

A beauty beyond

Do we record our thoughts that we think when we wake,
On the summer dawn when the birds twitter; a morning so quaint.
Do we remember what we planned to do the night before,
On a new day where the past is forgotten with no remorse.
Our hearts beat to what we really want in this life,
Seek it for you will live regretting not grasping the light.
A fantasy thought in the day, a magic ever dreamed in the night.
What we see in our heads may one day be what we see in our eyes.
Look up and the read the stars for they speak to us,
In sparkles and silent whispers they preach to us.
Life is a beauty our minds can never understand,
Though our life may be filled with strife; there's a rainbow beyond the thunders plan.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Monday, 15 October 2012

Cold Plight

Violent Screams, Wretched Agony, Confusion surrounding my mind.
Silent dreams, blessed fantasies; conclusions manipulating the light.
No more peace in my life, no more truth to be found in sight.
To move forward a heavy payment of a price, that we sacrifice.
Darkness from every orifice, an illusion enslaving our eyes.
We cannot see what is reality, nor the real heavens in the skies.

This world is the real hell, it captures us in desire.
We chase materialistic objects to no avail but get burnt in the fire.
The silence of death engulfed in the shadows silently singing,
the torment of remorse, the depression of sorrow it is stridently bringing,
the fire with-in, Like sitting in a room where the phone is forever ringing.

To suffer like this is to past the realm as a ghostly figure,
Death, A Spectre of Shadow cloaked in darkness constantly growing bigger.
Passing these worldly paths, roses wilting, covering the picture,
The point of a gun in the hands of someone hesitant to fire the trigger.

Is there no more joy to be sought? Is there nothing to be a seeker of?

We all claim to be proud of our religion but not proud enough to be a preacher of?
Grasp the knowledge of light they say, become something a teacher of,
But my answer is there is nothing left, what are you a dreamer of?

A cold plight smites us all in our hearts, destroys whatever hope remains.
An old flight flies away distancing apart, an envoy to the path it retraced.
We lived our lives chasing riches and fame but we’re still left with naught,
Left in the abyss of our loneliness forever regretting the things that we sought.
Let us die with the gates of hell open, our lonely hearts forever broken,
Leaving behind remains of us, our tokens, the speeches that were spoken.
In a world bereft  of light, on lands containing a life forever frozen,
Dead is all once that was golden, a world that we lived was stolen.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Friday, 12 October 2012

Imagine a day...

Imagine a day lying in the meadow during a bright summer ,
Surrounded with peace in a heat that would melt us like butter.
Trees shading us with its many leaves they hold on their branches,
Friends taking their chances, creeping up in silent advances,
Your eyes closed as you sleep in deep trances.
Imagine a day as harmonious as a piano without pause,
A day with no battle, no strife in our thoughts,
A world so perfect with no clause or flaws.
Consuming the beauty that the stars have brought,
A life so perfect that we can open every door.
Imagine a day where couples can walk together in the park,
Hand in hand with no worry of danger in the dark,
Side by side love surrounded connected by hearts,
In a relationship that nothing could break apart.
Imagine a life where we all had a new life a new start,
Where we all stood together like an array of stars.
We could be the light of this fantasy,
This life that we live now it doesn't have to be,
The way it is; together we can make a change,
And make a dream life come true, imagine a world with no more pain.
Imagine a world where people weren't separated by fame,
Where people weren't as high as the stars because of their names,
Imagine a world where we are all classed as the same,
Like the same grass everywhere that gets wet in the rain.
I imagine this life everyday, in my mind my thoughts and dreams,
Just thoughts i know but they are still magical scenes.
I wish in my heart that this could become our truth.
A life full of energy and high spirited youth.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Thursday, 11 October 2012

My speaking heart

If my heart were to speak the words I'm about to write,
If my heart were to pour the things its felt,
If my heart were to scream the pain it faces every night,
Emotions would be felt everywhere even the sun could melt.
Silence is a coldness that's felt down the back of our spines,
Its also deaths answer to an oncoming misery.
I live my life feeling love for someone whose always on my mind,
Life is a mystery, it haunts me with my history,
Overwhelming me with a fear of a fake victory.
As my tears drop on the papers I shed my feelings upon,
With bloodshot eyes back against the wall I'm leaning on,
Thoughts lingering, flowing like the rivers bleeding,
Define life for me I need to find a meaning.
Then I remember the glow of your eyes,
Suddenly a new light, and the blueness of the skies,
A new air as I take a new flight, rising from nothing to fly.
Your hearts glow keeping me warm from deaths chill,
I thought I was lost but you've strengthened my will.
Like rising from a new life after being killed,
A blank expression like fear instilled.
As i picture you in my mind, your ocean like eyes and silky hair,
Struck in awe grasping my heart as I'm thinking of you it fills me there.
I can hear the stars speak of a new light, a new plight,
Prayers answered no more lonely nights.
The moon brighter than ever as it beholds your beauty,
Am i dreaming will somebody shoot me?
Celebrities make me joyful but not the way you do,
Like my heart was running on a treadmill a good truth,
And my love for you is true too,
This is my life, and I flew too.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Monday, 8 October 2012

You, Me, Us

Look at the silent night sky peaceful and bright,
The feeling I get when I see your nice eyes, easy and light.
Sometimes I wonder could I ever see the heavens,
Beyond the glory, the guiding star of Jerusalem is there a second?
Melodies of the pianos keep my heart at ease,
Drinking tea keeps me relaxed so full of harmony and peace.
But when i look to the sky a million things cross my mind,
The beauty of life, and the adventure of time.
The universe's beauty could be seen in a girls eyes,
I want to feel love and realise what its like to fly.
Would i ever meet someone who would gladly take my heart,
My journey has been terrible its only ever been ripped apart,
Squashed, shattered, broken like a mirror to screeches,
I want to take someone to a point where angels wings reaches,
Do we ever remember what its like to be a foetus,
A forgotten memory, but deep down we can feel it.
Do we ever reason, do we question our breathing,
Is love anything like looking at the lips we are reading,
The emotions we are feeling, what do you feel when you see someone who you thought was leaving.
I want to live a life with someone where i can always be me,
Not trying to live a life i see on TV, or try to live out my dreams, because magic really isnt what it seems, life is really what we see, we're destroyed by our mentalities, one day we really need to face reality and stop living a vivid fantasy.
Maybe there's more to life then feeling love,
Maybe there's more to thinking about the heavens above,
Maybe there's more to believing in this world,
To chase it, we must let go of its treasures and pearls,
These maybe a few jumbled up words,
But they make sense in everybody's world
But I think about everyone else first,
We don't think about death we only remember our birth.
And experiences that we've had that we feel were the worst,
But we must remember we still have a lot to learn.
We know what fire is but we haven't been burnt,
We're standing on the point of no return,
Look in the mirror and see how your heart turns,
Looking at you and how the world can really hurt.
You seek love but you haven't found who you are,
Believe, and start your journey by grasping your heart.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Sunday, 7 October 2012

Mind Heart Soul And Name

Forever doth the silent cries of the shadow come hither,
  Imbuing us in the eternal darkness of life it does not hinder,
Seeing the fires blaze with ashes and cinders,
Time doth not render, it flows like streams and rivers.
The heavens and its resonating light, and hell with its everlasting fire,
Our choice is of two, an angelic might or the death of an evil sire.
We never ponder upon these choices when we try to live,
We never think about when we might die.
We don't differentiate between good and wrong, deeds or sins,
Its hard to find an answer if you can only look at the sky.
The world is a cursed place; where evil is free to roam,
Killing of innocent people, the youth ignoring their mothers moans,
A changed society, disastrous in every perspective.
The cries of our parents the people we kept respecting.
A bullet shot to our souls and our hearts,
May heal us in our disguise and tear it apart.
Too many people pretend to be people they are not,
They need to be who they truly are and surely they haven't forgot,
I write this with a mind thinking of today's world,
A heart with a wish to discover realities pearls.
A soul seeking peace, tranquillity and harmony,
And my name, a symbol of a star in me.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Thursday, 4 October 2012

I wish

I wish in my heart, that true peace can be found.
I wish from afar, that a harmonious ease could be sound.
The gentle nature of the swaying trees, tall and proud.
Woe to a dreamy bliss that shall never be found.
As i lie in my cold bed, not a smile just a frown.
Pushing my emotions to my limits , my tears keep me drowned.
Feeling every pain possible in my small fragile heart,
allowing myself to be pushed down.
Im so close to home yet feel so far apart,
This misery could force me to bleed my eyes out.
I want to write everything I hear in my head,
I want to write everything I feel inside.
Silence is the symbol for the cries of the dead,
This misery is the cause to everything, everything inspired.
As i listen to the canon in my lonely state,
Accepting what my life is now and my only fate.
Oh death if only you could find me now,
Down on my knees because my life is folding late.
I don't have a talent for poetry, its only words i create,
In a way that makes sense to me, and how i retrace,
My feelings that constantly mix in my soft broken heart,
wishing only now that certain things could be replaced.
As my tears drop one by one, word by word,
I can hear my lonely heart screaming in its endless agony,
Death take me now its a really cruel world,
I never lived happily i never had the perfect family,
And i never once held the heart of the most perfect girl,
Life is reality, not a dream or a fantasy.
Its happinesses just fade while the pain will last in the world.
One day maybe someone will read this and think,
Maybe there is hope somewhere out there.
I know I'm not the only one that's suffering; I wish I could sing,
Because for everyone that has a bad fate I cry because I care.

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet

Wednesday, 3 October 2012

Silent Misery (REVISED edition)

The emotional leech which saps me of my joy,
This depression that burdens me with an unbearable weight,
This misery that seems to prevent my lonely voice,
This pain in my heart that seems to define my fate.

The world seems to be in reverse as my past haunts me,
As it picks up the things I despise to remember,
Like a shadow on the wall that wishes to taunt me,
Struggling hard as the ghost of my past wants to re enter.

I pray for the strength, the strength to stay strong,
I know it sounds estranged but it's a desire of mine,
How the silence of death seems forever long,
as it creeps up on us as its slowing down time.

Let this world die, let my heart wilt away like a dead flower,
Let my eyes cry, those apart running like its the red hour,
Wish I would never have to worry about things that I do,
Because lies can hide the silent painful truth.

Look at the life that we live, trying to live out our dreams,
A fanatical effort, wasting what we have with nothing to be seen,
if only we could be, a manifestation of our short realities,
But we don't use our strength, which is to think, and that destroys our mentalities.

Everyone wishes for a life, quaint; bereft of evil,
a world where we could live together in harmony, all as people.
Idolizing celebrities has become a disease, a high pitched fever,
but we don't live our lives, instead we fight, believers and non believers.

Its nothing but a faded vision, as I'm consumed by life's fiend,
shadowed in the silent darkness, no where to be seen,
but amongst the nightmares of our hearts, where could it be,
living a life which is nothing but a lie because its not what we want to see.

A world so wasted, we need something to put our faith in,
so let us embrace it, and together we can save it.
To overcome the hurdles together we must face it,
Destroy the memories to erase it, a fire started constantly blazing. 

© 2013, Mohammed Muavia Raja a.k.a MaaviPoet